Well,I'm so looking forward to having the kids off school for the week (and a day) am i weird or what,i love the not having to rush about in the mornings,i love not having to iron school uniform and i love not having to battle with Logan to do homework every night! Monday was a quiet day,made it round the park with the dogs and a trip to asda where i got two tops for a fiver each,i love a bargin! Got a phone call at night…
Well,lifes been better the last couple of days,appart from the dog eating a 200g bar of galaxy on Sat nght while having a girls night in with my daughter ect,Billy got a lovely multi coloured poo earlier in the garden and tonight i took them out with my daughter for a bit fresh air (me not the dogs!) and low and behold Tara shit 2 minutes from home,im swear it looked like melted galaxy,thankfully that was the only side…
Ive had a real problem with guilt about my illness and how its affected everyone around me and after talking with the health phsycologist i now realise i have very little to be guilty about,it wasnt something i did that made me ill,i didnt choose this path,fate handed it to me for some reason and if my friends and family can learn something from my journey all the better.I may not have been able to go skydiving,bungee…
Im actually feeling better today and its been great,ive been off codeine and tramadol since Wed and im sure its helping me the pains still there and noticable but im not letting it get the better of me any more,i will never get better or fitter if i sit on my arse drinking tea and eating cakes all day and i feel sorry for myself im just letting this win,so as from tomorrow im going to have to push myself just a little…
