jenham's blog

  • Fed up and scared

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I have a huge, mega phobia about anything to do with hospitals. I have surprised myself by having surgery, 30 goes of chemo and a port a cath fitted. The surgery worked, none of the chemos (4 different drugs) worked so my stage 4 cancer is progressing. My port a cath didn't work either so I have depended on one little vein which has now given up. After a traumatic digging around I couldn't have my treatment last week…

  • Help with breathlessness.

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I have secondary lung cancer (primary bowel) and am finding that I am getting quite breathless doing ordinary stuff. I've got inhalers from the GP but I'm not sure they help. Anyone goty any tips?

    Thanks, love to all Jen XX

  • Feeling sad- what to do?

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    My chemo failed again, I've had 4 different drugs and no shrinkage to my lung mets. I had v successful surgery on my liver and bowel 18 months ago but the lung mets are increasing. My oncologist has said- v nicely- that I shouldn't bother with any more drugs and should try to enjoy my life. That's a tall order with this hanging over me but I am trying. I just can't get my head around the fact that I won't be here. I am…

  • onco's phone call

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Just wanted to point out that in my blog yesterday when I said my onco had phoned me to say the chemo had failed it was because I had asked him to. Some of you were a bit surprised that bad news was given this way but it meant that I only had to wait over the weekend to get results instead of a week when I have my appointment. I know no one know s who he is but I don't want anyone to think he is insensitive.

    Love…

  • Chemo failed again.

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Just had a call from my oncologist to say that the chemo has done nothing. I had tumours removed from bowel and liver 18 months ago but had some spread to my lungs. I had chemo before and after surgery which shrunk nothing, a further 3 months of a different drug which resulted in growth, a further 3 months which made me lose my hair but no shrinkage. I will go to see him on Thursday but he says it looks as if we should…