I'm angry tonight. I'm angry with everyone that talks to me. I'm angry with me. My body. My tumour. My life. I hate my illness and I hate that it's upset me today.
I just want it out of me without going through the scans and the op. I want to sit with my arse hurting. I want to go a day without needing 18hrs sleep. I want to be able to walk. I want to be able to go somewhere without my mouth drying up…