Hi everyone
I havent been on here in a while and to be honest i dont really know why, i think ive just been burying my head in the sand and trying my best to get on with life. Things have been very difficult and its taken me a while to get used to living my life without my pop and to be honest i havent been coping like i should have been and the whole grieving process has been harder than what i thought but im getting…
Well ive been keeping myself busy this last week and trying my hardest to get myself out of depression mode. Im not so sure whether going back to work has helped as i just dont seem to have any heart in it which isnt like me as i normally love my job. My work collegues have been good but when they ask about my family i just want to cry but im sure thats normal and will get better in time.
The family dont talk about pop…
A few days have passed after the funeral and i thought i would be getting my head around things abit better but this isnt happening. Everyone seems to be getting on with life in general but my days seem so long and the nights even longer. I know i should be dealing with things better for the sake of my family but i feel like now the funeral is over people seem to have fogot about pop and all i want to do is talk about…
The funerals tommorow and to be honest im dreading it, it always seems so final after a funeral and alot of people think that the grieving should finish and we should get on with our lives. Thats not the case for a lot of people on here and certainly not for me, its been the hardest week ever having to adjust to life without pop in it and even though ive been busy organising things the thought of whats to come after is…
Well i dont really know what im feeling at the moment but strong isnt one of them. One minuite im ok the next im crying then shouting and ranting so im just up and down. Im ok when im busy organising everything. I decided to do some washing today and found some clean clothes of pops what i had washed last week from the hospital and that was it the floods come again. I just cant seem to get my head around things and find…
