My beautiful brave pop lost his fight against cancer tonight and died at 8.30. Sadly he got very distressed and had to go into hospital which i didnt want but had no choice.
I spent all day with him and it was soooo horrible to see him as distressed as he was and me so helpless to do anything. At half seven i felt the need again to tell pop that i loved him more than the world and that hes been the best pop anyone could…
We brought pop home tonight and it was worth all the hard work just to see that beautiful smile on his face. The doctor told us that he doesnt think he has much time but im sure with good care and lots of love we can keep him for alittle longer.
Im feeling alittle weepy tonight and dont really know what to do with myself but i think its just the stress of today and tommorow ill be back and fighting.
Thanks for all the…
I had a good chat with the nurses in the hospital yesterday as when i went to see pop i seen a big change in him. The nurses agreed that he is going down fast and said if he really wants to be home nows the best time to take him so im meeting with the doctor at half three today to discuss with him about getting pop home.
I know weve got hard times ahead but with the help of the macmillan nurse we are able to take pop…
These last two weeks have been some rollercoaster ride, between going back and forth to the hospital visiting pop and taking him to his specialist appointments and then running down to my nan who is in bed with the flu and trying to cook and clean for my husband and little girl ive barely had time to think about anything else.
Then when i went to visit pop yesterday he was in deep conversation with a lady who ive never…
Well christmas didnt go to well for pop and now the new year looks even worse. I got up yesterday and pop was really confused and didnt know what he was doing so i thought it was best to call the doctor out to have a look at him.
The doctor thought it was best to admit my pop to hospital more for a rest but i was hoping to keep him at home with us but thats been taken out of my hands now. He really didnt want to go in…
