Carlie

  • Hi

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    This is the hardest post i have ever written so bear with me. There is 2 things i need to say to you all.

    1. Im Sorry

    2. Thank you

    Im sorry if i have caused you pain or grief, hurt or upset. Clearly i didnt think very hard before what i done. I know that most of you know what happened so im not going to repeat it.

    Thank you to everyone who has PM me or left messages - i have seen all the posts and i have to say you…

  • Im Sorry to you all xxx

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    You all must be thinking by now Here she goes again! Last one i promise, the tears are flowing as i am writing this x

    I would like to say a big thanks you to all in chat who over the past few months have helped me in any way especially you johnoconnor im really grateful that you took the time thats first day you got me talking - you gave me the kick i needed to open up.

    I have tried so hard over the last few months to…

  • Why cant i speak

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    Why when someone asks how are you cant i answer honestly....

    I am stuck at home every day and night on my own, usually crying. I really dont know what to do. Im stuck.

    Im so dissapointed in life i cant even explain it right. WHY. WHY my little girl she was only 4 and had her whole life ahead of her. When i was with her at the end watching her suffering was the worst pain i have ever felt. I would have done anything…

  • Grow Up - Most annoying

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    Hi Guys - Sorry im having another ranting session here

    Im 26 years old, My world was perfect with my husband and my newly born little girl 2 years on my wonderful little life took a knock when my little girl was diagnosed with leukemia. When i lost my little girl in December i though there was no way of going back to being happy i was devestated. On Monday my mum passed away and her funeral was on Friday. Needless to…

  • Me Myself & I

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    Well thats it now all over, im now on my own.

    My adoring mum left this world on monday evening and i let her go this morning at her funeral. Now everything is so final. In the last 6 months i have lost my darling daughter and my wonderful mum.

    Im left now all on my own with noone to go and have a cry with when im feeling down, noone to run to when i need a hug, noone to tell me everythings going to be alright.

    at the…