Im Sorry to you all xxx

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FormerMember

3 Jul 2010

You all must be thinking by now Here she goes again! Last one i promise, the tears are flowing as i am writing this x

I would like to say a big thanks you to all in chat who over the past few months have helped me in any way especially you johnoconnor im really grateful that you took the time thats first day you got me talking - you gave me the kick i needed to open up.

I have tried so hard over the last few months to get myself sorted but losing my daughter has really gave me a bump. Still now 6 months on i dont understand why her - why a four year old who had her whole life ahead of her - its beyond me.

Chat has been a lovely place to be and im so glad i have found you all, and i hope in some way i have maybe helped some of you although very unlikely at the moment.

People keep asking how i am but i cant explain all i know is im not me im not megan and i know that doesnt make any sense but hey....which is why i feel like i dont belong here anymore and i am wasting everyones time.

I also want to say sorry to everyone who has had to listen to me moaning on and to say hopefully i wont be bothering you all again after tonight.

Once again thanks so much and Goodbye - will miss you all loads xxx

Megan

FormerMember over 14 years ago

Megan - Please think before you go - wish we had a magic wand to take your pain away - but it does not exist! - Think I may know more than most about your situation - feel privaliged ( know that is spelt wrong ) that you have told me how hard your situation is and what you have been through in such a short time and at such a young age.

Since the first day you joined I have seen you grow from being so frightened and scared to being someone ready and able to step in and offer support, hope and love to others who are hurting even less than you.

The site would be worse for us if you left - you are part of our family now.

Ok thats the nice bit over with !! - bit of hard love now !!

If you feel we are so usless at offering help and support to you then ok I can understand why you have given up on us - just wish we could of been better - but we can only try our best - if you find that not enough then I am so sorry - maybe we should all stop coming on here ?

Hope you find peace xx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

hiya megan - please just dont go like that

i really dont think anyone will be thinking here she goes again - never ever!

im sure you have done your fair share of listening to others moan !!!! jeeps sometimes i think thats all i ever do when im on here (in blogworld) but isnt that what this is for

on our "good"days we dont need anyone do we

we dont come on and say how fab its been today

you dont have to explain how you feel to anyone

but - i think there will be many young mums on here who know exactly how you feel

my son is 32 - i cant bare the thought of loosing him or any of my other children & grandchildren

it is simply the worse possible nightmare for any mum

my heart goes out to you

i wish i could ease your pain - if only a teeny bit

much love sweetheart

xNx

ps - please keep on moaning to us all - we are ALL here for you when you need us x
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Hi Starsinhereyes,

We will all miss you on this site too, Hope the Pain in your heart starts easing off some day. You keep all those lovely memories of your beautiful Daughter in your mind forever. All the Best and Good Luck.

Take care and be Safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xxx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

megan you have scared me dont do anything silly i hope i can help you through your pain come back to us please x x x x essie
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Megan

Please.Please listen. I know you are hurting, and I know there is nothing I can say to make you hurt any less. But we wanna help you, wanna see you through to a brighter day. Please don't leave, please let us help you.

Nothing any of us have been through can compare to the loss of a child, unless we have. And so please dont class yourself as 'moaning' or 'bothering' anyone. That is not the case at all.

Megan, I and all your friends are here for you whenever you need us.

Love always. Claire.xx.
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