Me Myself & I

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Well thats it now all over, im now on my own.

My adoring mum left this world on monday evening and i let her go this morning at her funeral. Now everything is so final. In the last 6 months i have lost my darling daughter and my wonderful mum.

Im left now all on my own with noone to go and have a cry with when im feeling down, noone to run to when i need a hug, noone to tell me everythings going to be alright.

at the moment i feel like i have been hit by a train, and if my time on this earth were up it wouldnt bother me one single bit. I just want to hold my little girls hand once more and tell her hoe much i love her and think about her

Thanks Megan x

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Oh Megan Ive just read your blog and profile.  I can't imagine how you must be feeling, my heart goes out to you.  What a bloody cruel, cruel world this is sometimes.  Do you have any family or close friends that will support you and help you a bit?

    I'm so very sorry about your little girl and your mum,

    I hope people on here can maybe help your pain a tiny, tiny bit. Love Jeanie x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Bless you Megan - there's nothing I can possibly say that will make you feel better. You really don't deserve what has happened to you in the last few months. Unfortunately, I know that feeling all too well of not being worried if my time is up tomorrow. However, all I know for sure is that you are certainly not alone with the Mac site. I know the kind words & lovely people on here can't ever replace the hugs that we miss so much & the wanting to see the smiles on the faces of our lost loved ones again - but it is a big comfort to know that there are people out there that really do care.

    Thinking of you dear Megan.

    Take care of yourself.

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Dear megan,  I send my sympathies for the loss of your mum and very precious daughter.  Each day is an uphill climb but as time goes on and it is a great healer the climb will become less.  You will smile again at all your treasured memories I promise. That may seem an impossible thought but it will come in time.  Live each day one at a time and do whatever it takes to get you through the day.  There is no right or wrong way to deal with this you just go with the flow and do what is right for you.  I am sending you loads of cyber (((hugs))) and all my best wishes and thoughts...

    Tabitha x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Oh dear Megan - I know is a cliche but we are all right here for you.  

    Thinking of you

    Georgia XXX

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Megan there are no words I can add to the other posting on here that will ease the pain you are feeling.

    I just wanted to remind you that you are not alone, you have made so many friends on here that are here for you when you need them.

    Take care of yourself.

    john xx