Well its been a funny week, with not much going on. We are gearing up for Baby R's Thanksgiving on Sunday, and I think I have everything under control! I have been very tired as Toddler R's sleeping has been bad, but I think thats on the mend. I am quite sore as I have a touch of Mastitis, but at least Baby R is feeding well. And so life plods on ...
But then a lovely friend told me yesterday her Nan…
What an upside down few days. Toddler R has been in nursery, so Baby R and I have been chilling at home while I try to get my head around things. And failing miserably. Yesterday I pretty much cried. All day. Today has been better, but there is so much to try to come to terms with it is unreal.
But then I pull myself up short, and think hang on, this isn't happening to me. It is happening to my Mam…
Since I found out about my Mam, I have pretty much become a hermit. I haven't wanted to do anything, see anyone, or talk to anyone. I have pretty much lived online. So this weekend I decided enough was enough, and have begun retreating from my Hermithood.
I am naturally quite a solitary person, so I am going to have to be really careful over the next few months to not push people away, and to make sure I get out…
I have just had a blissful afternoon! After lunch, hubby took Toddler R out in the back yard to play, and I cuddled up with Baby R. Then, when the boys came back in, I 'suggested' since Toddler R was on his best behaviour, Mr R could cope for an hour with both bairns while I nipped out to one of the smaller local shopping centres. He agreed ...
BLISS!!!
It was only an hour, but honestly, it was heaven. I feel…
Thats how I feel. Absolutely at the top of the tree. Yesterday was pure, unadulterated crap, Toddler R was on some sort of mega hype and Baby R was on a feeding frenzy. My nice, chilled out night with a friend watching Glee to cheer me up (yes, I am a Gleek!) was ruined by Toddler R refusing to go to bed and ending up shut in his bedroom with the stairgate on at 9.30, at which point I had pretty much lost the…
