alan gerrard's blog

  • My new profile picture

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    have just posted a new profile pic think you have seen enough of my ugly mug last year so put up the one that means more to me than any other i can think of AMY and Leah my granddaughters love them more than i can say .

    some of you may ask why i did this and what has it to do with this site well you know i am going to tell you dont you .  ha i just thouhgt i would share with you all the best reason i have got to give…

  • a new decade begins

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    A new decade yes, and for most of us we dont know what it will bring, alas for some on here they do, and to those my thoughts and prayers go out to them .

     For myself i will be quite content if it goes as the last year has gone for me , It was not the best year of my life but at least  it was not the worst that was 2008 .  That was when diag and when the fear set in .As we all know when first diag we are all terriefied as…

  • A CONCLUSION TO LAST BLOG

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    It wuould seem from all the comentson my last blog there are alot who think the same as me that it is how the site is run that may be the problem and not the site itself . for those who say thereshould be two sites one serious and one for fun well there are just no one uses the one for fun. also from the amount of coments i am begining to think that blogs and pms are a better way .

       I never had chance to go on the old…

  • chat site /fight site

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    I now know what has been going on in chat this last week or so and i dont like it . I first came on the site earlly on this year after having just finished five months of chemo for AML. Had been talking to samaritans most nights just to stay sane .when i acme on at first i was a bit out of my depth as i had never been on a chat site before .

    The folk on this site asked the useual qeustions what was i what did i have…

  • chrstmas yet again

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     Well its here again and this is one i will enjoy , i have not liked xmas for a long time now .This time last year i did not expect to be here this year and i think myself lucky that i am .this is why iw will do my best to enjoy this xmas .

     It is sad that a lot of patients and carrers out there  will not be in this fortunate position because they have had the news that they or some one they care for is terminal. It is…