Hi just been on chat but could not stay been like that for few days now think had to much on my mind . Quite selfish in some ways but the fact that those feelings are coming back again is the reason . been on holliday at home last two weeks and spent most of that at hosp having checks and tests,all ok thank god , but still one to come the big one biopsy on prostrate thats the one that has started the feelings again .…
I ahve been on this site for quite a while now and it never ceases to amaze me how you people no mater what you are going through your selves you allways find ways to help all those who need it when they need it .
I needed it tonoght just had one off those days when nothing went right and was really feling down so came on here and went on chat for hour and the folk on there made me feel lots better . One person in perticular…
Hi there as it says i don't know if can come on this site much longer, well its the chat realy i supose.It's quite some time now been comeing on here at first like many of you was lost and the folk on here helped me through my troubles and i managed to come through with my sanity in tact and its all thanks to you lot.
Since then have been on chat most nights and days when not working and have tried to help…
these are the things all of us who are dealing with this monster have to make at one time or another , wether we are patients or carrers.At the time we don't know if we are making the right one but hope we are . In the future i will have to make one it will be if i should have a stem cell tansplant or not if i do have one the chances of comming through the actual trans plant are as little as 10%if i dont then i go on…
Its been months now since i last felt like this. I thought i had managed to come to terms with the monster and was begining to get on with my life .Then out off nowhere it hits me again that feeling of fear and dread .Just sitting there watching tele and bang there it was ,all them thoughts again and i was feeling fine why cant i keep it away . Im so scared tonight , a 58 year old man sitting here crying his eyes out…
