have just posted a new profile pic think you have seen enough of my ugly mug last year so put up the one that means more to me than any other i can think of AMY and Leah my granddaughters love them more than i can say .
some of you may ask why i did this and what has it to do with this site well you know i am going to tell you dont you . ha i just thouhgt i would share with you all the best reason i have got to give me the stregth to beat this bloody monster these two little girls which i want to see grow up into two lovely young women and it wont be for want of trying believe me .I have all ready wrote them a letter apiece if i do not make it and have told them about thier great gran and grandad and how much having to leave them hurts . I only hope if i do go then i go before they are really old enough to understand and save them the pain they may feel . dont mind if they have gown up thats part of growing up .say about 17/18 but not 12/13 thats when it really hurts i know from experience .I love them to bits . any way youll have to put up with them from now on better looking eh!
