3rd dance with germ cell cancer

In prison,oh goody my wbc dropped below one,that cheer the DRs up they have been predicating it for days now And their wish finally came true, Not sure what going on with my tumour markers just that they are down,but doesn't sound like they down allot Oh well hopefully by the next set of chemo,if i get it things will be brighter

Managed to get all nurses ,healthcare assistants to call me by my name, no more,sweetheart or poppit Well its a start,so 2 days since my stem cells were returned and no release date from this prison in sight,the gloomy Drs are forever telling me my blood counts will drop,just wish they hurry up and drop so they can start coming back up enabling me to be released Oh yea,find out today if they consider it worth putting…

Attempts at getting the hospital staff to call be by my name, not poppit,dear, One success Two frosty responses Oh wee

Or does everyone title change once they start chemo. When i come in as an out patient i either called by my first name or surname. But the minute i become a resident of the hospital and the chemo begins, i suddenly become a poppit, and spoken to like i,m a toddler, to be honest i imagine some people may like it,but. I find t very insulting , my name is on the door outside, they used to use it before they started pumping…

Why does hair loss always get me, I mean its the third time i get to watch my hair come out it clumps,im also a bloke so hair loss is something ive always known will happen,yet it still gets to me, I know it grow back,but yet it bugs me I think its because its the only visible thing that reminds me i have cancer and im going though chemo.