Got the news yesterday so a bit she’ll shocked

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Not a club I wanted to join but think it’s gonna be a one I definitely need as a bit shell shocked after the news yesterday from the hospital.

I went through the menopause with no real worries to be honest. No HRT or anything and thought that was that 10 years ago.

Had a teeny show .. and I mean a teeny one maybe the size of my fingernails. Friends nagged me to get checked out so I begrudgingly did even tho I thought it wasn’t worth doing as so small a symptom.

Fast forward to Monday and a phone call saying I needed to go in yesterday (Tuesday) and to bring someone with me .. alarm bells straight away as said I’d get a letter after they did a biopsy.

Got told I had cancer.. nurse was absolutely amazing and knew I was panicking and managed to get me a mri scan etc straight away to try and get my info for a meeting they have today .. wasn’t guaranteed and could be the next one in 2 weeks as a bit short a time.

Said once they had info they’d know more and where I’d have the operation etc.

Not had pains or anything or anymore bleeding apart  from the day before my biopsy and that wasn’t anything major… the daft thing is since yesterday Iv not got a pain as such but it feels different… I can’t explain.. just feel more aware of ‘down there’ … is it me being daft or is it you just think about it now and thinking of what’s going on down there now you know something isn’t right … I’m not explaining this very well lol 

Sorry for the long waffling post at 5am Iv just woke up and head going 100 mph with stuff x

  • Thank you Grinning

    I hope everything goes well for you at the appointment on Friday ..

    Fingers crossed you get the alternative treatment you want .. keep us updated with how it goes Fingers crossed tone1

    Think I need to have a read of the book as I’m not very clued up on stuff fully and treatments etc x

  • Hello bracytherapy I had three sessions of internal radiotherapy last 7 minutes each session over three weeks, it’s to stop the chances of recurrence in the vaginal vault after all removed the robotic op 

    all done at chrsties was fine just few weeks after some tummy troubles and extreme fatigue but feeling so much like my old self x so I had the op and bracytherapy they decide that at the MDT after histology reports from after the op xx 

  • Awe bless you, you are so brave.  There is no way I can put myself through it unfortunately.  I had a smear when I was 21 , passed out and was sick and dizzy.  I came out of the doctors in a wheelchair!!  Shamefully never had one since or an internal examination and I’m 61 now .  Was married but never had children unfortunately.  Honestly I’m such a wuss .. like I’ve said you have been so brave bless you xx

  • Ohhh wow there’s so much out there Iv never heard of … saying that it was only a week today they said I had cancer so still all quite new to me.

    You doing ok now? Hope everything is ok and you feel much better now Heart️ x

  • Hi thank you but something like that happened to me whilst I was having a hysteroscopy a couple of years ago, the dr tried to dilate my cervix to remove the fibroid and I suddenly felt faint awful and heart rate dropped blood pressure dropped she gave me some meds and I was ok but she said I went into cervical shock 

    I sss so scared in jan this year when I went to have another hysteroscopy but she said she won’t be dilating  the cervix so it wouldn’t happen and I was fine

    td bracy as no cervix left it was easy nothing like smear etc so please don’t be scared please xx 

  • When I had to have a hysteroscopy I asked my doctor if I could have a general anaesthetic and the hospital agreed thank goodness...never be afraid to ask to be knocked out for anything.... x

  • Please don’t be afraid of the bracy honestly iys not bad at all xx

  • Definitely not having it .... It would be too painful for me because no way could I relax x

  • Dramalady, it’s your decision entirely but I’m going to put this here anyway for others who may be reading. Brachytherapy is nothing like a smear. It’s a tiny applicator the size of a tampon or a finger. I hate smears and anxiety over smears led me to leave it 9 years once as the thought used to cause me extreme distress. But brachy was a breeze, I had 25 radio and 2 brachy and would rather have had brachy any day. And since the cervix area is where recurrence is most likely to happen if it’s going to, to me it made sense to have it, especially as it was only 6 minutes - 2 songs on the radio.