I think it's come back

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Hi Ladies, 

It's been nearly 8 months since I had my hysterectomy (robotic) and apart from a few issues felt I was healing well.  Post histology results graded me a 1a (from a 1B) and no further treatment required, and lymph nodes that were removed were clear.  I did have about a week of really heavy lymph fluid discharge and a bit of spotting after being examined but it did settle down. However I've never seem to have got rid of a stitch type pain in my side - its not all the time and some days I don't notice it - I've also been having what feels like fluid sitting at the top of the vagina almost if its ready to whoosh out but have only had a few drops, and more recently a couple of what looks like light brown spots on my underwear.

Anyway mentioned it to my CNS who initially said they would get back into clinic but then 10 mins later phoned me back to say my consultant was going to request a CT Scan which I had just over a week ago.  This threw me a bit as my consultant said they don't routinely do CT scans as part of the follow up checks.  The CT scan also did from thorax to pelvis so now I'm wondering if they think its spread elsewhere as my initial MRI only did the pelvic area.

Yesterday I phoned the hospital to see if I could get some info regarding results as I must admit I am really panicking now, however only managed to speak to receptionist who said not clinically trained to give out info blah blah but that I should be getting an appointment this Thursday which just so happens to be my Dad's 80th birthday. 

So just wondering if any ladies out there had experienced similar issues, and what the outcome was - I know we cant give out medical advice but I'm back where I was last year thinking that the cancer is back and my time is up.  My consultant only does a fortnightly clinic at my local hospital so this is why I've had to wait for an appointment.

I just feel so bad that I'm potentially putting my family through more agony, when they already have enough to cope with and I just can't bear the thought that I may have to tell them that the cancer is back. 

Thanks for reading this.

Elaine x

  • FormerMember
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    Hi  

    Sorry to hear that you are worried and fearing the worst. I've just read your profile and could it be that these symptoms are a continuation of the previous problems you had post op? It may be the CT is to investigate this fully perhaps. I am a different stage to you but my follow up is by CT and if there are any changes to my health, they would do a CT earlier. Is it not just standard that they do a CT for any changes regardless of the symptoms as this is the quickest and most thorough, I don't know. I am not trying to dismiss your worries because I think we would all be the same, worrying about results. Every twinge or pain and I'm thinking is it back.

    I really hope it's not a return for you. No one wants to give their family worry but it can't be helped, it's not your fault. Let us know how your appointment goes and good luck for your results,

    A x

  • Just a thought but could your GP contact the hospital on your behalf? Mine did when I was waiting to hear from the consultant. Might be able to put your mind at rest

           

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  • Hi Sistermoon, thank you for your kind words and for taking the time to try and make me see this more logically...I really hope that it is an ongoing post op issue that has come back, although I don't feel like I have done anything different or excessive to what I had been doing.  

    I still haven't been given an appointment time for Thursday yet so will need to call then again if I don't hear anything by Tuesday but will update you all once I know more.

    Thanks again.

  • Hi Jane2511 - Thanks for your suggestion and I will bear it in mind.  I am supposed to be having an appointment this Thursday so I think I will just have to wait and see what happens...if for some reason the appointment doesn't go ahead then I will definitely see if my GP can assist.

  • Hi Ejax, I appreciate and understand that you’re worried. For those of us who have had cancer, worry about possible recurrence is never far from our minds. Just to say that I imagine your CT may have to go to an MDT before you get the result so that may also account for the time it’s taking, I’m not sure the GP could do anything more than you could really by phoning your consultant’s secretary or your CNS. The waiting is horrible, but I hope Thursday comes quickly for you.

  • Hi all - Back from the hospital and it's mainly good news as no sign of any reoccurence which is a huge relief although still not sure where this fluid is coming from as they couldn't see any on the scan.  The only thing they did say is that I have a cyst on my pancreas which they will send to the upper GI MDT to look at just to check it's nothing more serious, so keeping everything crossed it is just a cyst and there won't be any tests etc involved.   My delightful (not) consultant referred to me as a VOMIT (victim of medical imaging technology) - however they can call me what they want as long as this cancer stays away.

    Thanks for all your kind words of support.

  • Hi Ejax, I’m glad you’ve had some reassurance and hope you get more good news re the pancreas cyst. I just say I’m disgusted at what your consultant said to you. He probably thought it was “amusing” but it’s insensitive and vile. If it was me I’d contact your hospital’s PALS and give some feedback. I did this during my cancer treatment and got two apologies.