Well it happened

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Evening all

I have been quite calm about scans and results the last week or so which is unusual for me, well today it happened..the wobble came.  Was sat wrapping Stacie’s birthday presents up for her birthday on Friday and the tears started, what if this is the last one we spend together, what if it’s spread and I’m beyond help, what if the lump in my arm isn’t a fatty lump, what if I don’t make it to the wedding.  Called my nurse and had a little chat and she was saying look how far I have come and how well I coped with treatment and to try not to worry until we get the results and her and the other nurse will keep an eye out for the scan results and we had a little chat about her going on maternity leave.  I feel a little better now so see how we go. X

  • Bless you Rach, it's natural to have a wobble now and again, don't beat yourself up.

    You have been through so much, your nurse is right that you have come so far. Stay strong, it won't be to long to wait for your results now.  Try and focus on Stacies birthday and what a lovely day you will have the 3 of you.

    Hugs Robin xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I read your profile and it reminded me that we have good and bad days. I hope you get the answers you need soon so that the panic subsides. 

    Prayers to you

  • Thank you both of you.  I don’t feel as bad today, I am trying the no point stressing about it it won’t change anything approach which had been working up until yesterday lol. X

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember in reply to Rach_E

    I use that technique a lot "stressing won't help or change it"......Actually stressing makes everything worse.

  • Hope you are ok u have bein threw a lot it’s ok to get scared when do U get your results xxx

  • I’m feeling a little better today thank you, not sure I haven’t got an appointment with my oncologist yet but macmillan nurse think’s they will have the results in a couple of days.  I had my scan done in a different hospital to the one my oncologist is in so don’t know if that will delay it a bit. X

  • Glad you are ok and wishing u luck Four leaf clover for your results fingers crossed for you xxx