So a week since my post CT appointment where I was told everything looked good. I rang hospital today as I have had a bit of pain in my groin again and was told I have to be seen next week in clinic as at that last appointment my tumour marker had gone from 16 o 29. I have already been told that chemo won't be an option as they had given me all they could, surgery was mentioned but I suppose that will depend where it is. I know there was a little bit of tumour still left in my groin. I am now really really scared and devastated. A whole week to wait until clinic and I know last time this thing grew very fast. It is the not knowing what will happen to me. I could resign myself to dying but it is what I have to go through to get to that point that is cutting me up. Well I had a few days of hoping things were working out well, now back down in the dumps again.
Hi Jkg
I am so sorry to hear that the cancer is active again. I was really hoping for better news for you.
I am glad that you are fairly well at the moment and are going to be seen regularly.
I hope that the treatment, whether surgery, chemo or radiotherapy can be started quickly and that you respond well to it.
We are here to support you.
Jane
