Hi everyone. How is everyone today? I’m Sarah 36yrs out. Had thyroid cancer removed in October 24. Turned into sepsis.48days life support and a tracki and now they testing for bowel, stomach cancer︎ and more so challenging days!
Although I try to always be happy and to always think of myself lucky for surviving to see life for one more day, week, month and year, but sometimes do you ever feel like life would be easier, as in less pain physically and then all the symptoms, from medication and treatment, the financial burden, the loss of friendships, relationships because they change when we get sick and are confined to the house mainly it gets so lonely and hard that sometimes I pray 
and ask to please fall asleep for the last time, and yet I feel bad for being honest with my feelings, as I know my loved ones need me here but today just I’m struggling.
