Back to square one 4months post opp

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Hi all great people.Haven’t posted in a while as have been in a bit of turmoil.So following on from my bio I was offered surgery with a curative out look,psa 7.2 

gleason 9 group grade 5 T3b N1 M0 so I was feeling so uplifted with the surgery news ,talked it through with the surgeon ,plan in place.fast forward to two weeks ago which is now 4 months post surgery healing well no incontinence Ed is still a thing but we agreed this would be the compromise for a better out come.12 weeks post opp I got my histology results and was told had clear margins round the prostate and 3 lymph nodes removed and tested had no cancer involved and at that the nurse specialist said its good news and your prognosis was good.The original diagnosis was down graded to T3a N0 M0 happy days and now so happy with best new ever.3 1/2 weeks ago I had my first post opp psa test and that came back as barely unchanged (totally devastated) I have now just had a pet scan today and put back on bicalutamide .Now awaiting pet scan results and next steps feeling very low just now.The waiting just eats at you.upwards and onward.All the very best to you all.p.s has anyone else experienced this so soon after surgery.

  • Hi  Jonny Five and welcome back, though so sorry it's under these circumstances, totally understandable your devastated,  things were looking so good and now it looks like a few cancer cells remain. If it is biochemical recurrence your prospects of having treatment to cure are very good, as I didn't have surgery I'm not able to offer advice on it, but I'm sure you will get some from the guys, best wishes

    Eddie 

  • Hi  - I’m genuinely sad to see that you have had to return to the fold.  However, let’s get past the disappointment and look at the facts.  Your PSA is low and, although they didn’t remove all the cancer during surgery, you still have a good chance of cure via radiotherapy. I’m guessing that they will go for Decapeptyl hormone therapy (bicalutamide is preparing the way, as well as starving the cancer) and full pelvis (74Gy over 7 weeks) and blast the whole area, especially as you were initially T3b. Yes, the waiting is tough, but you’re on hormone therapy so the cancer has been stopped in its tracks.  The radiotherapy is tolerable- you’ll be fine.    AW

  • Hello  

    Sorry to read your post - I am sure your team can sort it - I know it will involve more appointments and treatment - but at least they are looking after you. 

    feeling very low just now.The waiting just eats at you.upwards and onward

    The last three words to me indicate you are on this with a positive attitude and you have kicked ass and moved on from the bad news - if however you want any extra help getting through this please let me know - we have things like this available:

    https://www.macmillan.org.uk/bupa-counselling

    There is also the support line on 0808 808 00 00 (8am to 8pm 7 days a week).

    I hope the above helps, as I said if I can do anything else to help let me know. Keep us posted as to how you get on.

    Best wishes - Brian.

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  • Hi  , certainly a roller coaster through diagnosis and early treatment and I am very sorry the surgery didn’t get everything.  As others have said, RT will probably be used next and zap the remaining cells, but probably not for a few months.  I am T3bN1M0 and still steaming a mirror after 7 years.  Keep positive and I hope you get a curative prognosis. Best wishes, David

  • still steaming a mirror

    .  A great phrase..   AW

  • Thanks for the reply Eddie Thumbsup

  • Thanks for the reply will update as i go.Thumbsup

  • Thank you for your reply Brian I have pulled my socks up and I’m pressing on,I will pop back and post my progress Thumbsup

  • Still steaming a Mirror made some wee come out you can’t beat a good belly laugh thank you.

    keep on keeping on Thumbsup

  • Hello  

    That's great news - and good to hear.

    Remember though nobody should fight this cancer alone, The Community is here for you 24 hours a day and  I (Macmillan) have plenty of resourced to help you along the way. If you need anything at all just ask - if it's a bit personal my message box is always open.

    Best Wishes- Brian.

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