So, I’ve run out of steam! I’ve fought and fought the local health bureaucracy for what seems like forever. I’ve done everything I can to support my husband. He’s had a lot of non prostate things going on as well. Today I was emailing a friend and realised that the only thing I can think or talk about is my husbands health problems. I realised too that his continued state of misery/ depression is just wearing me down. I hardly dare ask how he is doing because it’s always a negative response. I’m worn down and out with it all. This cancer and other illnesses has taken over our lives - hospital appointments, tests, negative mood, constant battles with bureaucracy - where am I in all of this?
sorry , rant over, just having a ‘feel sorry for me’ day
Great News - He's home, He's much better - have an early night the pair of you and enjoy being re-united.
Another good day for the NHS.
I prescribe a relaxing weekend with much chocolate, some do-nuts and alcohol in moderation!!
Best wishes to the pir of you -
- Kind Regards - Brian,
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