I know what you mean, been there done that as they say. Believe it or not I started sitting down to pee a couple of years ago and I`m not embarrassed to admit it. You are in the toilet yourself anyway unless you are out socializing and in that situation just use a cubicle & nobody knows. If you don`t empty yourself fully it could lead to a small wet patch on your trousers (nightmare scenario) but if you sit down........sorted!!
After my Radiation treatment ended I couldn't stand up for a Pee. It took about 3 months or so before I had the courage to stand up and Pee. I was so proud that day.
I still can't stand and Pee if there is anyone else in the toilet. It's the size thing. Embarrassed, don't want anyone to say anything.
It’s a horrible feeling, Snapper, and it feels like the last straw when it first happens. I got used to the shrinkage and the resultant changes within a few days. I think you may just adapt and become more cautious without really thinking about it.
