My dad was diagnosed with stage 3 Pancreatic cancer at start of Sep. He died 2days after Xmas. It's now been 2days & I can't cope. He couldn't get out his bed for 2weeks had no energy and was drinking an obscene amount of fluids,and yet he was still thirsty all the time. He got admitted on 22dec had a blood transfusion as he had low Hb. Iron deficiency & had lung infection. Friday he complained of stomach pain that intensified rapidly. Nurses said he had a bleed with a bowel movement which made his BP drop. They gave him hours to live & the pain was unbearable. Nurses gave him 2mg of morphine. Baring in mind dad had dropped to around 8.5 st. They gave him another 2mg of morphine around 40-50mins later..pain still excruciating. He was very agitated so they gave him some sort of valium 2mg. In space of 3.5 hours he was given 8mg of morphine, the last dose made him slip away. I can't help but think they overdosed him & just left him to die. It's now been 2days & I can't sleep or eat & everything is going through my head.
My apologies for putting the incorrect name. I am new to this site.... so sorry 
