Hi Renee welcome to the forum..My type of Cancer was different to your husbands but that sense of shock and feeling numb is one that many of us will recognise and relate to and with. Have you any more detail or information yet about the plan for this from the hospital who is treating your husband? Sometimes it can be the unknown that's worse than actually knowing what's going to happen and when. We are here whenever you need to chat and if you felt that you wanted someone to speak to directly then please give the Macmillan Line a call onn08088080000. Sending hugs for now. Gail
