Like many my cancer was found 4 weeks ago after a pet ct scan to look at inflammation contacted to my arthritis.
After a further contrast dye ct I was told that I have a tumour on my right kidney that has already spread to lymph nodes and ribs and is not curable. Obviously I went into shock, denial and every other emotion. A couple of days ago I went in for a biopsy to find out staging and treatment etc.
I don't have a date for my results yet, but it suddenly feels scarily real, I'm trying to stay positive but knowing it's a large tumour that has already spread I keep thinking the worst.
Sorry it's abit of a gloomy introduction but I just feel lost right now any advice greatly appreciated.
