The Scary Feeling Has Returned

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Hi everyone,

I finished my treatment in July last year, and just before Christmas, I received the good news that the chemotherapy and radiotherapy had worked—there were no signs of cancer. I have check-ups every eight weeks with a camera, although they sometimes stretch to 10 or 12 weeks, which is fine. Overall, things have been going well, and my last check-up was four weeks ago.

Today, my GP called to inform me that a stool sample showed blood, and I've been referred for a colonoscopy. I remember that during my PET CT scan this time last year, there was mention of a small red area in my stomach. Although it had doubled in size, it was still under 3 cm, and the doctors reassured me that it wasn’t a concern, explaining that sometimes things light up on scans that aren’t cancer. I followed up with a stomach specialist a few months later, who also wasn’t worried since I had no symptoms, and we agreed I didn’t need to see him again.

Despite this, I’m feeling really scared that it might be cancer again. I apologise for venting; I know no one has the answers, and only time will tell. I just needed to share my feelings with someone. Thank you for listening.