Hello
I thought I would give an update on where I am at 8mths post op.
So I was admitted last week because of reflux, sickness, which started back in August. it got to the stage where I was not keeping even the shakes down and the weight was falling of me. They gave me fluid to rehydrate, a CT scan instead of the barium swallow.
The CT scan picked up a node on my adrenal gland or clear with the esophagus. I was booked in to sort the hernia/scar tissue with the robotic.
This was last Sunday and what a difference a week makes, I am eating again, mince and moist and have put 3lb on, feels great to eat.
The node, I have a PET scan this Thursday as they have to check I have no other red lights 
♀️if it is just the node on the adrenal gland this will be removed surgically and checked if it is cancerous. If they find other nodes I will be managed as the DR put it. My surgeon said he could not see any other suspicious activity and at this point doesn’t know if the adrenal node is cancerous, he said with my histology results I would be very unlucky. As we know cancer has its own ideas.
So this is where I am, relived I am eating again and enjoying it feels like enormous amounts of food, enjoying peaceful sleep and holding on to hope.
Thanks
Best wishes Jennie 
Hi Mutti
What I have been eating.
Breakfast, scotch pancake heated, 2 good dollops of vanilla protein yogurt a squeeze of honey topped with 4 chopped strawberries.
snack - ice cream or cake or wotsits, pick crisps with a dip.
lunch - small jacket with 2 dollops of philli, tuna and mayo or prawns and mayo.
snack
dinner - soup with toast, or bolognese, chilli, fish pie
if I have time before bed, 2.5hrs min, I might have another snack. Almonds nuts
I feel I have gone from shake a water to stuffed.
most importantly I feel I have some energy back. I shall see if it continues or if it is just because I was eaten nothing.
Best wishes Jennie
