Just a brief update from my last post where unfortunately the endoscopic procedure to remove the cancer failed. I have now completed 4 pre-op rounds of FLOT and further CT scan, and am booked for the Ivor Lewis procedure tomorrow morning. So am going into hospital at 3pm today- bed is confirmed. Having a mixture of thoughts, mainly positive. Also eating things I like such as crusty bread and cheese, plan on having chilli for lunch.
Doing some last minute jobs such as cleaning out the hens and sowing seeds ready for the allotment next season! Weather forecast is snow, but we'll see what arrives, not that it will bother me much I won't be driving in it. I'm more worried about what my wife will throw out while I'm in theatre as she plans a "deep clean and throw out session!".
The journey to this point has been long and frustrating at times, mixed messages and long waits for procedures but hoping that I finally get sorted.
we should get t-shirts made!! you couldnt write this stuff, x
The very best of luck to you. Like yourself, I had to go into hospital at 3pm the day before my Ivor Lewis and I can still remember the mixed emotions I felt beforehand. Nervousness (obviously!) combined with the desire to have the cancer removed and worry about what life afterwards would be like. That was nearly 21 months ago. You have a long road of recovery ahead but you’re about to take a significant step along it. CB
Cool Blue
laddo exactly what CB says, he was invaluable about setting my expectations, a lot of my experience in hospital was morphine fed! but it is the journey afterwards, there is no rushing it, and i look back at this time last year not eating, op not due until january (not ivor lewis), trying to get weight on, i had and am still having counselling for the breast cancer, then this lovely little bugger, and have a macmillan cancer buddy, so reach out as and when you need to, and this family is amazing. all the best, CB said to me, you will be out of it all, just prepare for when you wake up. keep us updated, i was 57, now 58, changes your outlook on most things, and i definately had good and awful days, its almost a blur now, but eating out again, even if i have sides for a main, is something i pinch myself doing, take care x
my husband struggled with the cancer coming back, so me being able to talk, rant cry on here was invaluable x
jules
Hi. Good luck. Get yourself through it.
Post op, do breathing exercises and try to get mobile.
Im sure you'll be fine. And don't worry about the stuff the wife's clearing out.
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