I got diagnosed with breast cancer 2 weeks ago. My Doctor said that is was 4 centimeter ductal invasive and grade 3 so apparently pretty aggressive. It was hormone and Her2 positive. I've been offered support by the volunteers at the macmillan centre near me and I'm feeling like I don't deserve the support because other people might need it more. I've been referred for a wig and I'll be starting chemo soon. They're pretty sure I'm going to lose my hair. I'm okay with that but I think I'm most nervous about needing a piccline and how I will feel after chemotherapy. It's starting to feel real now and it would be nice to have someone else to talk to.
Welcome to the forum.I'm sorry to know that you find yourself but also please to see that you've found this supportive space early in your treatment.
Thank you for your post. I just thought I'd reach out with a few words.
Last Feb. I too was diagnosed with grade 3 ductal carcinoma. I have since had a L mastectomy and R lumpectomy, followed by chemotherapy and I will be having radiotherapy next week.
I found that with a cancer diagnosis comes much uncertainty, which can provoke both new and old anxieties. I imagine that dealing with imposter feelings at this time might make things even more challenging.
Remember, you are dealing with a serious diagnosis and a heavy treatment regime. You are deserving of any and all support possible.
I don't know much about picc lines, as I have a portacath. I believe it serves the same function though. I definitely feel it helped make my chemo infusions less complicated, as there was no need to search for a vein each week. I could see the 'vein struggle' with some of my fellow patients.
As for chemotherapy, from speaking to others and reading these forums. I can see that each person is affected differently. In my experience, it is hard but you will most likely find that the experience does not equal your worst fears. Help is available with any side effects.
If we are ever to be in need of people and organisations to lean on, that time is definitely now when dealing with cancer.
I encourage you to use this forum, ask as many questions as you need to and take good care.
Wishing you all the best with your treatment and beyond. Peace
