Hello,
I’m struggling. I was diagnosed a year ago and am still in the middle of treatment. A lot of this is because I keep freaking out and changing my mind about how to move forward. I had a double lumpectomy in the right breast last December, but the margins were not clear and a mastectomy was recommended. I didn’t feel I could cope with that, and so a re-incision with follow up chemo and radiotherapy and later reconstruction with liposuction was offered. I denied the chemo, and freaked out on the same day as the re-incision appointment, which resulted in it not happening and the decision being made to cut to radiotherapy. Now, I’m doubting that choice and wonder if mastectomy would be a better decision. I’m so overwhelmed. I really don’t know what to do for the best. If I had a mastectomy, I would have an implant reconstruction - can anyone that has had the same offer any insight? 
