Breast Cancer

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Hi My name is Michelle, 

I was diagnosed with Breast cancer on the 4th August 2021, I had a few biopsy's and an MRI scan to which they found another shadow behind the original tumour.

They couldn't get a reading off the other shadow, so in the end I opted to have the whole breast off. I know without a shadow of doubt we did the right thing. 

On the 11th November I had the operation. I had to wait 4 weeks for the results and to see what the other shadow was. 

It turns out it was a cancer, so we defiantly did the right thing. I also didn't have to have and Chemotherapy or radiotherapy.

I am now cancer free, and  the only treatment I have is Tamoxifen tablets. 

I suffer with Anxiety and depression, and I'm agoraphobic. anyway, So I don't go out on my own.

Now after the operation, I feel at a loss, I know I shouldn't but I do feel short changed, As there nothing now.

I have had the proper false silicone breast which is much better than the ones they give you in hospital. 

I just feel lost and bewildered with what I've just gone through. I am grateful that I don't have to have the after treatment 

Not sure I would have been strong enough to go through all of that. 

Im  just at a loss coming to terms with it all.... Thanks 

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Michelle.  It’s hard, isn’t it?  But you are stronger than you think.  And so fortunate to be able to know that the major treatment is behind you.  It doesn’t feel like that right now, I hear you.  One day at a time. 
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  • Thankyou, Yes I know I'm extremely fortunate that I don't have to have the Chemo or radio,

    I just feel so lost and dropped at the moment if that  makes sense.. Thankyou 

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember in reply to Micoll52

    Yes of course.  It makes absolute sense.  Be kind to yourself.  I feel pretty much the same as I’ve just had a recurrence which is the last thing I expected.  Maybe the way forward is to try and live in the moment x