Hi
I'm sorry to hear that you are a really 'going through it' at the moment. It is really understandable that your head is a complete mess. It's such a shocking diagnosis to receive and often we don't feel ill when diagnosed - to then undergo all the treatment which makes you feel so poorly, it's really hard isn't it?
I 'only' needed the operation and radiotherapy, so I can't truly understand what you are going through with chemo. but you may want to join this thread which runs every month and will have plenty of others going through the same as you and will completely understand what you are currently enduring.
Kindest wishes, Lesley
