Hi everyone
Im 43, and a mum of 3 kids (1 is grown up and left home).
I was diagnosed on February 11th with breast cancer. It's ER+, smallish tumour (<2cm). On 3rd March I had my lumpectomy, currently recovering. On top of the cancer diagnosis I've been told I have dangerously high blood pressure ended up in AnE after a home reading of 200/133 (now on meds and being monitored at GPs) and MRI showed my breast implant in non cancer boob has been ruptured (by mammogram). I've been super stressed worrying about my blood pressure trying to give me a heart attack or stroke, my ruptured implant, the cancer, whether or not they can operate with my BP problem, the operation itself etc etc. I'm now worrying about the operation results and can't seem to switch off. This whole thing has come after a messy marriage breakdown too and I really feel I have no mental resilience left. It all feels too much, I cannot think straight or seem to process any of it, it's a blur between one appointment and the next, and last 2 days when kids are at school I've sat crying all day. I feel like I'm mentally sinking.
