Hiya to all you lovely ladies that are in the same boat as me, I'm sorry to be moaning. However today has been my meltdown day 
totally out of character, totally not me, totally despairing!
And I hate this feeling, to everyone I face I act positive, I'm fine, it's a blip I can deal with, it's only hair, the list goes on. But on the inside I'm a wreck.
This is my second time with BC, 2012, mastectomy after DCIS. I dealt with it, had surgery, went back to work full time, no other treatment just the tamoxifen.
2021, discovered BC same side, invasive grade 3, had two further surgeries, and now on 3× EC, ( which iv had 2), and then 3 Docetaxel.
I'm sorry to moan, it's a waste of energy, but I just using this platform as my release valve, I'm not wanting to depress anyone. You are all so positive, I just need to get my act together.
I think this was my meltdown point this morning.what a mess, one brush and this came out. It's only hair isn't it. I think if I stand on the garden I won't have to shave it off, it will just blow away.
I'm sorry for the moan, it's of my chest now.
I'm wishing you all the best, and carry on with the positive vibes.
Thank you xx
Yeah I’d be crying today too if I were you. Bloody rubbish and horrible when your hair does that, no amount of prep can actually prep you for the shock and heartbreak. Yes we can say whatever we like but some days we just don’t have the energy for the gloss and bull
. Here is exactly the right place to let it out, we all try hard for each other to be positive and not scare others sharing our experiences but wth!! Sometimes we can’t manage it. Actually I think sometimes having a good old cry and a mope is helpful, helps us acknowledge those feelings and then somehow you get the strength for another day. Massive hugs to you and to you Dollydimple x
Good for you 
glad it helped xx
Back in control 
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You wear it well. I felt like Annie Lennox for a while, that cheered me up a bit! 
