Hi had all my bone scan/ct scans done this week and appointment tomorrow morning I hope all is good ....still cant get out of my head I think its spread . Even though not in lymp nodes ...I am normally so positive and act like this in front of everyone but deep down I am so scared...I hope tomorrow I get start date for chemo anyone else feel like me
Hi there Sisters4
I think what you describe will strike a chord with all of us here. The stage you are at is absolutely the worst, as the waiting for the results is torture which causes our minds to work overtime imagining all sorts.
It is good that you already know that is is not in your nodes, so I think that means it is less likely to have spread to more remote areas.
Try to do things that you like doing, talk it out with those close to you, if that would help, or vent on here, as everyone understands what you are going through.
When your care team have all the information, rest assured that they will come up with the best plan for your treatment. There is no one treatment for BC nowadays and care will be tailored to your exact type of cells etc.
Take care of yourself and let us know how things go for you.
Big huga
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