Was diagnosed in October. Husband made redundant 2 days later. Then my dad died 2 weeks after diagnosis and due to covid etc couldn't even go to his funeral. Found out day after my dad's funeral that cancer was in my lymph glands. Have had 15 sessions of radiotherapy and I am lucky to be able to have tailored chemo, but struggling to think that way at the moment. I don't feel like I can talk to my husband about it because everything has happened so fast and we are both exhausted. He has said he just feels numb and can't speak about it. Is this normal? I have had to go back to work before I'm ready because of money worries and am worried about our relationship,which is probably stupid because we have been married for nearly 22 years.
