But not a very patient one!
I've at least got a diagnosis, it's invasive ductal cancer grade 2, but still small, oestrogen receptive but looks as if I might get away with the lymph nodes....and maybe not too much treatment afterwards?
Complex plan, but to begin with, a sentinel node (plus another one or so) removal as day surgery, (a nuclear medicine visit first to get 'the jab' for them to trace) then a gap while that, plus the HER result come back, then because of my previous surgeries for cysts and the fact one resulted in a massive haematoma, therefore scar tissue, I will have a complete mastectomy with an implant. That will be immediately after Easter.
By finding out as much as possible beforehand, the surgeon hopes to prevent too many operations. Obviously I will then need Tamoxifen or similar, so will appreciate helpful advice about that.
But I'd be interested on anyone's 'take' on her plan. I feel reassured that she took time with me, and the BC nurse afterwards spent a good while too.
Hugs xxx
Hahaha, no worries, Flossie, I get called all sorts of things, both on here and in real life too!
sleep is sometimes hard to come by but I get by.....anxiety levels are pretty high at present, we’ve a film crew at the museum which I’m being host for today and tomorrow and the presenters are folk we hope will return next March to do an important event; plus one has given permission for a book reprint which will be very useful to our team. So I hope all goes well.
plus of course the car repairs which will need to be done after our holiday (a pest and I still feel SOOOO guilty and responsible) it’s now had the assessment.
dentist and doctor appointments on the same afternoon......now both cause anxiety individually; together it feels off the scale!
hugs xxx
Moomy
My first intended drive since the bump, all went well though I really had ‘wound myself up’ about it. Film crew happy about the facilities, filming is tomorrow at 2 pm and I assured them we could shut the room and deal with putting off the lights they don’t want.
so one anxious day is safely ticked off as done.
hugs xxx
Moomy
I guess anxiety levels are cumulative, I’m obviously worried about both dentist and GP tomorrow but the worry of driving, having managed to bump, must have really mounted up on top of everything else......
yoga last night gave me such a great sleep! Driving again today and tomorrow, but like falling off a bike or a horse, getting straight back is the best way to deal with these accidents. Obviously I had to drive home but I was in a state of shock, when that eased I didn’t deal with it well I guess.
anyway, lots calmer today.
Hugs xxx
Moomy
Hi, G.....not a lot but I do know they often add Rituximab to the chemo mix prescribed.
hugs xxx
Moomy
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