But not a very patient one!
I've at least got a diagnosis, it's invasive ductal cancer grade 2, but still small, oestrogen receptive but looks as if I might get away with the lymph nodes....and maybe not too much treatment afterwards?
Complex plan, but to begin with, a sentinel node (plus another one or so) removal as day surgery, (a nuclear medicine visit first to get 'the jab' for them to trace) then a gap while that, plus the HER result come back, then because of my previous surgeries for cysts and the fact one resulted in a massive haematoma, therefore scar tissue, I will have a complete mastectomy with an implant. That will be immediately after Easter.
By finding out as much as possible beforehand, the surgeon hopes to prevent too many operations. Obviously I will then need Tamoxifen or similar, so will appreciate helpful advice about that.
But I'd be interested on anyone's 'take' on her plan. I feel reassured that she took time with me, and the BC nurse afterwards spent a good while too.
Hugs xxx
Sick again just after our morning walk, what’s going on? Is it the start of getting back into Abemaciclib again? Perhaps I need to take cyclizine with it?
Cuss!
edit; both times I’ve had some visual disturbance too, which is like a migraine ‘fizzy light’ effect which starts centrally then gradually migrates in a circular form out to the outer edges of my vision and then goes. Very odd. Deep breathing helped when I had it as a result of cluster headaches.
hugs xxx
Moomy
I’m also feeling very tired too which I suspect is also the Abemaciclib. Just no energy….
Edit; yes I just looked up side effects and fatigue is there! I’ve just lost my mojo a bit and have to force myself to do stuff. I sort of wondered why the last week, I’d had more energy in spite of being unwell with the remains of the chesty cough….now I realise why!
hugs xxx
Moomy
Today I was awaiting a supermarket order so this morning was a bit different; I took an antisickness with morning painkillers, then had half a slice of bread while I did Henry-dogs breakfast. Got some laundry going. Then we waited. I didn’t have my usual coffee, took in the delivery and then took Henry out after that.
Back for a very late proper breakfast and morning coffee.
I feel tired but the nausea got kicked, hopefully. Yes, Cyclizine has a sedative effect….
Hugs xxx
Moomy
The rest of the day has been ok, I did have a nap late afternoon/evening, and I think I’m getting back to the new normal?
I popped into the town in the afternoon to see the little museum, 3 small rooms with historical artefacts in. They had a version of the local railway as models, made into a sort of circular display, it had attracted quite a few people. it’s only open on the occasional Sunday.
I timed it all surprisingly well to catch a bus most of the way home.
Hugs xxx
Moomy
Good your strategy worked moomy and I hope it continues to do so. I haven’t been out today. Decided to bake this afternoon. Back really ached through position and standing in one spot. Tomorrow I need to be more active.
“ The only constant thing in life is change “
Baking can be very tough on the back if you do a lot Flossie25 so take it easy! Bet the kitchen smells wonderful after all that though!
I’ve got a cyclizine handy for tomorrow morning, hope it works again!
Might dare the coffee first though to help wake me up…museum tomorrow, bit team meeting and then our Christmas lunch
hugs xxx
Moomy
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