AWAKE.........

Hi,

Big hug, and fingers crossed. As we all know waiting is so hard. xx

Thank you Karen22. I thought I was on the road to recovery so this is a huge blow. I worry if it is because Ikept working or is it the stress my work put me under by changing my job role to something I din't want to be doing.

Sorry to hear you’re back in the waiting room Mag123, so tortuous. As others have said, just have to try to keep busy and get to the scan day somehow. Sending love and a big virtual hug your way, HFxx 

Hi lovely LondonLass, definitely never forgotten. That’s amazing that this wonderful thread has been going for 5 years!!! HFxxxxx

Oh Mag123sorry to hear you back on test merry go round.    If you read my profile you will see I've had recalls and repeat scans and biopsy since my original diagnosis in June 2015.  Each time the terror has been real so I understand how you feel.  I was facing a delay for appointment so I conreacted my BC nurse who got me quicker appointment so might be worth trying .

Mag123 so sorry you are having to wait, that is awful . I hope the appt comes very soon and you have prompt and reassuring g results. Sending hugs xxx A d it isn’t your fault!!

Night night dear Fruit Loops, sleep well and stay safe, a special hug for Mag123,

lots of sleepy fairy dust for all who wish

hugs xxx

Hello and thank you to everyone for your kind messages of support. I have struggled to respond today as the site wouldn't let me on. I shall respond to everyone tomorrow. Thank you Moomy for tge warm hug so badly needed right now x

I should add I was able to read messages but only now letting me add to the thread

Hi Mag123, just wanted to offer you another supportive….

sounds like you are going through a Crappy time! Believe me we ALL know what that feels like! However worrying won’t change anything. What will be will be. I know that might sound harsh, but that lump won’t disappear or grow because you worry about it, it’ll just make you feel worse! 
So TRY your hardest to put it to the back of your mind until your appointment day. At which point you know you will still probably have to wait for definite answers! So keeping busy and finding nice things to fill your day is the way forward. 
I found preparing myself for the worse case scenario meant I was prepared and actually, strangely enough less scared! Remind yourself of what you have already been through! You are stronger than you think!

I have a little friend who is VERY well known on this thread and he enjoys nothing more than visiting people when they need some support. Believe me he takes your mind off things as he’s a mischievous little chap! It’s actually his Birthday tomorrow and he’s 5! Although hasn’t changed a bit it all those years! He’s seen things that I’m sure no Guinea Pig should ever see and he’s helped so many ladies and gents! LP would very much like to go with you to your next appointment, he can’t guarantee that he’ll bring the news you want BUT he does guarantee that you’ll have him for company, someone to talk too, but not too loudly or they will think you are Loopy (which you are, you’re a Fruit Loop)! He’ll probably get up to some mischief which you can tell us about afterwards! But most of all he’ll remind you that YOU ARE NOT ALONE and THAT THE FRUIT LOOPS ARE WITH YOU EVERY STEP OF THE WAY! Whatever the outcome! 

He’s chosen to keep his mask on at the moment as most hospitals still require them  plus he knows it’s safer, because he’s got more brain cells than Boris! 

Anyway I hope the hug and LP’s support can see you through the coming days! I shall leave you in peace now, as I can gabble on for hours, as the other Fruit Loops will know  But I need some sleep as LP has a Birthday to Celebrate tomorrow, which means he’ll be up early!! (Yes I am Loopy! But I blame the meds I’m on)! 

Night night Hun! Sal xxxxx