AWAKE.........

Morning fruit loops,

I'm so glad lots of you are enjoying ‘Sing Gently’ and finding it soothing and healing, that was Eric’s intention, the man is a choral genius and so lovely! (No I haven’t met him but we had on line tuition from him as to how to perform, and the normal tricky bits which singers find in music, we were able to type our questions and between them he and his wife - a professional singer - were able to help with) 

I hope that anyone having appointments/ treatments/tests today find them easy and they go well....

Hugs xxx

Oh, and after such a rotten day yesterday I feel fine today (thanks Lacomtekp for advice and understanding) but my hot flushes (thanks Letrozole!) returned to remind me I hadn’t had any yesterday till the headache went!!!! Hahaha!!!!

Hugs xxx

Hi Grogg, I have PM'd Jess and text her a few times over the last couple of months. But sadly have had no replies! 

Of course I hope that's because she is too busy and is getting on with life but equally we all know that things don't always go so well. 

Whatever the reasoning behind her silence. I wish both her () and her family all the best and want them to know we are all thinking about them! Xxxx

I am getting so frustrated with this site! Just wrote a long post and pressed post and it just disappeared so bloody annoying!!

I can't be bothered to write it all again! So now you get the very brief version. Which is today I went out somewhere other than the local field, for the first time in 4 months! It was amazing. We all had a Fab time, especially Bella! Xxxx

LondonLass Yay Hooray for going somewhere different!!!

well done and here's to much more of it !!!

I have been to a garden centre...whoopeee. I bought a rose for the ole fellas birthday xx We have been booking holiday activities online xxx

Hi fruit loops, we too have been out somewhere different; picked up hubs’ wheels then after some lunch we went to Costco which is very well managed! Did quite a big shop, lots of replenishing of stores! we wore masks but still were only in about the 2/3 of folk who were, and I glared at people who (still!!!) got too close, usually those who were not masked! 

Hugs xxx

Yay LondonLass at going somewhere different!! Baby steps will build your confidence.  I've also PM as I think of her and her twins from time to time.  She was having such a difficult time.

I'm also hugely frustrated by this site.  Mostly use on my phone and it constantly logs me out even though I've clicked remember me!  So frustrating I've abandoned so many posts.

In other news I've found my Mother of Bride outfit.  Not wowed by it but felt comfortable in it and a damn site cheaper than my £1200 option that was a bit too formal for me.  A bonus is I have a navy bag that matches (bought for a wedding years ago and never used since) so only need shoes and I'm tempted by Rainbow club shoes as so comfortable inside and I fancy sparkly silver.

Still waiting for year 5 mammogram appointment to drop through door. It was actually 5 years in June I was diagnosed by every year the annual check up has been a month late andn year 3 I had a blip and repeat test so even longer.  God I feel anxious waiting for the appointment to drop through the door!

Still on lockdown here in Wales. I no longer watch the news as I'm clueless as to hour our rules differ to England and finding the Covid updates very stressful!

Hope all well with everyone xx

Well done LondonLass going somewhere different.

moomy glad you are feeling better.

Exciting hols plans Snowys Mum !

Grogg, I too use my phone and an repeatedly logged out grrrr!

Phone consult tonight with the surgeon, CT, tumour markers and other bloods all OK . Colonoscopy planned for Sept/Oct. Feel better now I know where I am, the covid confusion was getting me down. 

Was quite a week: Tues breast check/mammo, Weds counselling, Thurs homeopathy snd TC with surgeon, free day tomorrow

Love to all fruitloops xxx

Night night fruit loops, sleep well and stay safe....(Grogg and all, it chucks me off all the time too!) 

sleepy fairy dust at hand for all who wish, though perhaps listening to ‘Sing Gently’ will help too....I just have! 

hugs xxx

Sorry fruitnloops that I have been quiet..I had my oncologis appointment yesterday and turns out nodules on neck etc is more or less guaranteed cancer. My calcium was high enough to have bone strengthing drug. But may need reduce cacit as slightly high. I was sent fornxray on my right hip and depending on ex ray I was to be referred to orphopeaedics anyway first thing this morningninget phone call say I'm seeing orphopeaedics surgeon on monday first thing at 9am. Few hours later I get telephone that I'm going to be booked in for MRI scan tomorow..So not only mum going into hospital for.blood inam as well so.my anxiety through roof after discussion with dad I telephoned for a phone call by gp to get some.lorazpam for my anxiety which has been prescribed. I've been putting my weight on left leg because fracture in right hip causing me lot of pain I'm using two sticks so upping my.slow release morphine ton30 on night starting tonight and I'm having lorazpam. I do apologise for my absence and I really hope you dont hold it against me my anxiety was hug before oncologist appointment now I'm just feeling rather pants intensely care about you all i cant apologise enough xxxxx