Anxiety

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Hi.. I had tumor removed in may followed by 6 mitomycin infusion. All.clear at the end of August. Not the most reassuring dr. No conversation just "all clear goodbye". 

I'm really struggling with anxiety every time I go to pee ,just in case of finding blood again .was it just chemo keeping it at bay

Do a lot of others struggle with this type of anxiety or am I just over thinking  things and need to relax and get over things 

Thanks chris 

  • Thank you Rily I’ll get some I was dipped 3 months ago at first surveillance check and all clear as you probably know my urine has stayed exactly the same colour for 10 months now but I know it can be microscopic I guy I used to work with has just been diagnosed lives on next street over infact lovely guy I went round to see him told you ever want to chat pal you know where I am he said wanted to come and see you as he knew about me but felt he would be intruding I said don’t be silly pal always welcome 

    Ste 

  • Thanks everyone.i was fine about it all until a couple of months post treatment..  I don't think other people realise quite how mentally difficult bladder cancer  can be .. hopefully after my next flexi in feb/March everything will settle down.. 

    Best wishes to all Chris