Exhausting

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Anyone else just find this whole BC journey absolutely exhausting?!

T1 G3 Sep 2018 TURBT, 2nd TURBT Dec 2018.  6wks BCG completed.  Biopsies/camera wc 29th April to find out if BCG has worked and next treatment plan.

I'm just so exhausted, just returned to my part time job after 3 months off, needed to go back to save my paid sick leave for if i need it at end of April. 

I have 3 young children, my social media feed is full of friends enjoying days at the beach with their children, theme parks.  I've taken them on a couple of days out, but then I'm ruined the next day!  I missed a meal out with the school mums last night and was in bed by 8.30pm (didn't actually sleep well to be honest!).

Maybe just the stress of it all, sorry to moan, but feeling a bit low xx