Hi all, I am due to have my first BCG session tomorrow and I seem to have developed a real anxiety over it being a live bacteria . I think its probably due to the fact my family are working from home and we have only one loo which is in the bathroom. I have got myself in a huge pickle about cleaning and bleaching and trying to protect them from the live bacteria !! I know its irrational and a bit catastrophic thinking. Just wondering have any of you gone to extra lengths cleaning and had the same concerns ? Sometimes the whole cancer thing becomes so real and flashes up in neon lights , its messing with my thinking . Thanks for listening , I do feel safe expressing my fears to you all and its wonderful to know that you are there . Much love Angela x
So sorry to hear you are having this panic Angela. Why don't you ring the Macmillan helpline for some reassurance? Also, wouldn't your family be safe anyway if they have had the routine BCG vaccination themselves? For what it's worth my OH is frankly useless at things like cleaning routines and I never had any issue from sharing the loo with him through the 6 BCG he had before switching to Mitomycin.
Have plenty of bleach ready, I use strong bleach after each wee. Leave it for 15 mins before flushing each time. I do seem to over do this a bit and the house ends up smelling like a swimming pool.
I've not really looked into the consequences of coming into contact, but I'm as careful as I can be during the first 6 hours.
I hope the BCG treatment goes well for you and I'm sure you'll soon get into a routine which will address your concerns.
Good luck
Hi Denby, lol my OH likewise with cleaning ! I hate bleach full stop , i dont think that is helping my thinking either. i know I am being abit OTT, will probably settle after the first session I hope. Thanks again, this is why I love this forum, I dont feel alone with my worries. Gid bless xx
Much love Angela x
Hi BFG , thanks for replying. I think you are right about not looking into the consequences, I am over thinking it all!! Being careful is all I should aim for ( in my thoughts i am disinfecting the whole bathroom each time i pee, which is OTT) . Thanks for your wisdom, much love Angela x
Much love Angela x
Thanks jane, i am having a bit of a wobble, been in tears all morning. I think the reality of it all has just hit me today. Fears about my long covid and bcg, reading too much on dr google . My appointment is at 10.40 . Much love to you Jane xx
Much love Angela x
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