4.5 weeks after biopsy and so many scans I am so grateful I did the 60+ poo test as it’s picked up t2 anal squamous cancer. No idea of treatment yet except not surgery and last scan was Pet to check liver and lungs for suspicious dots? Based in SEKent working and avoiding telling too many people as it’s hard work keep getting the questions! Once I know my treatment plan I will open up - mainly to help others know checks are essential and don’t suffer alone - also so glad I joined this group as we all can support each other 
That’s great news Angie SE , I’m presuming this news has come from your PET scan results? It’s also good that you now have a point of contact with your consultant & especially your specialist nurse, they can be worth their weight in gold if you’ve any questions regarding your diagnosis/treatment. I agree that your emotions can be conflicting especially as your waiting for your treatment plan & waiting on a start date but as many of us found once your first day of treatment is over you’ll relax into it a little & before you know it you’ll be done & through the other side.
Nicola
Wow Adele we are almost in synch - please let me know how you go - the waiting is hard to relax hey. Every call and scan means another week or two but the comfort is that our care is all in hand hope you get your plan soon then you can organise life.
Thinking of you and everyone else on here you are all priceless!
Angie
