It's been a year since my treatment. Got CAT scans a week ago, blood work yesterday and tomorrow.....TADA! The o'l man and I meet with my oncologist to get the results of the scans. I'm preternaturally calm about it all. It's not really confidence—I just don't let my mind go there. I did take a peek behind the curtain of What If It's Bad News today and was a bit taken aback at the bright slash of terror.
So I closed the curtain again.
Different sort of stress from the exams which have me sitting up in bed clutching my chest two weeks in advance.
So, with NED pulsing through my aura, here goes nothing!
Suz
Hey Suz ridetbred
Wishing you all the very best of luck for your appointment tomorrow 
The scanxiety is real!
Kudos to you for keeping a lid on those rogue emotions that tend to take us to the dark side!
All those positive vibes you’re harnessing will pay off I’m sure.
Thinking of you.
Nicola
