Here I sit alone. 5 days since my darling was murdered by stage 3 cancer. I know I have to get use to being alone, and if one more person tells me it'll get easier in time, how sorry they are or they will pray for me..... The pain is raw and as the sun goes down the loneliness increases. No one who's not been here before has no idea of how it really feels. A week ago I thought I knew, but its far worse. From the moment my darling breathed her last breath, until I have the blessed release of mine, I have a world of loneliness to suffer Family can only fill a few hours a week. The rest, it's just me, my thoughts and the darkness. But that my last breath would come tonight, as there is nothing but soul sucking loneliness to suffer.......
Hi Longshanks,
It’s Megan here from Macmillan’s Online Community team. I saw your post and wanted to let you know we have contacted you directly to offer some support.
We want to help you find some additional support so I hope the information can be helpful.
Please remember that alongside accessing peer support from the Community, the Macmillan Support Line teams are there to help you. To get in touch please call 0808 808 00 00 from 8am to 8pm, 7 days a week.
If you need any help using the Online Community or finding additional support, please don’t hesitate to email Community@macmillan.org.uk or send a private message to the Moderator account.
Best wishes,
Megan
Macmillan's Online Community team
