Hi all very new to this group. I lost my dad 10 years ago suddenly to lung cancer. My mum has been hiding her illness for approx 2 years (not sure on exactly how long could be more or less) i live with her and feel so bad she didn't get help in the early stages ( maybe i wouldn't be here writing this). I know i cant change things but i feel guilty in not trying to persuade her more to get help when i first started seeing her unwell. She has terminal breast cancer that has spread to her bones. She has deteriorated so quickly over the last 3 weeks. I know she must have been scared when she found a lump but she is even more scared of passing away. The doctors have been trying to make her comfy as there is nothing else they can do. It feels so hard to grieve for someone who is still here. I dont know the point of this post, rant maybe or to see if anyone can relate, as the world at this moment in time feels so lonely and numb.
