My mum's cancer has come back after 15 months of being free. Just been told today that it's aggressive and incurable. My mum couldn't tolerate chemotherapy last time so had a operation in London at the Royal Marsden hospital in Chelsea an infusion this blasted it but now it's come back. It's all in her limb started lower but now has spread to upper. I have no siblings just me my mum and dad. My husband and his family are supportive but if I'm honest they don't really truly understand how I feel. I just feel like it's a nightmare that overwhelming feeling. I have to be strong for my mum, my mum is usually so positive and it really hurts me to see her so terrified as we're approaching the unknown. They are trying my mum on a different type of chemo we're just hoping and praying that the chemo doesn't cause her pain this time. The chemo will not cure it but it will keep it a bay. Hopefully start that soon they've marked it as urgent. It doesn't seem real at all I just put a brave face on and carry on at work but inside I'm a complete mess. My children have no idea their only young I don't want to burden them with this. Thank you to whoever is reading this. I just need comfort, I I'm honest I really don't know what I'm doing. X
