Hi and welcome to the online community although I'm very sorry that you've had to find us.
I see from your profile that you've been caring for your husband for several years and now his cancer is terminal. I haven't been in your position but I can imagine how difficult things must be for you, especially right now when social distancing stops you being able to meet up with friends and family.
When you say that you're finding things difficult do you mean practically or emotionally or possibly both? If you could perhaps tell the group a little more then hopefully others who are experiencing the same thing might be able to come forward and tell you how they coped.
You could also have a look at some of the existing posts in this group and respond to any where you feel that the poster's experiences might be able to help you.
Sending a supportive (((hug)))
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
