hi susan and amanda, been having problems posting on the other post so thought i would carry on here and see if it works!! how has your weekend been? susan do things feel a little easier for you this year or not really? i feel so sorry for you having all those people around you last year when i bet all you wanted to do was run didnt you? its awful with christmas coming isnt it i even go shopping online as to not have to go shopping with all the xmas things about. i feel so selfish and bitter at the moment and dont want to, i can hear my mum saying come on karen dont be like that but its hard isnt it. i feel so lonely tonight i just want to talk and have a cuddle and a kiss with my mum, sometimes it really hits even harder doesnt it? speak to you both soon, and hope you are bearing up. we all need each other dont we? my love and thoughts are with you love karen xxxxx
I am sorry you are feeling low, just keep going and those days will pass again soon and our spirits will lift again I am sure. You are doing well, we all are, we just wish that we had had more time to enjoy our relationship with those we have lost, now we just have to build on what we have learnt from them and be the strong people they brought us up to be. Take care of yourself, sending lots of love
xxxx Amanda
Sorry was hoping to gte on last night and reply to you Jayne and Louise but guess what we were up half the night as Bella had 2 little kittens! So rather than us having a pet in the family, we now have a family of pets!!
Just home to take the dog out again. How are you? I hope you're a bit brighter again.
I'm not too bad today thanks-just shattered as usual. It's a lovely day again so i think that makes a difference to my mood.
Yes, youre right, the weather does help. Its beautiful here today, although i was just going to go out the back garden and the sun has gone in now!!! Ive been on one of the other posts having a right old moan today. Still, it made me feel better, so i suppose its ok. I laughed at your post to Susan, i think youre very daring calling her a grandma, hee hee. I will be back later to answer everyones posts. Ive hardly done anything at all today, only just washed up from yesterdays dinner. Arent i a lazy so and so. just cant get motivated. Even Jo Jo's hardly spoken to me today !! Speak later, take care Louise, love jayne xxx
hope you are ok, i bet you cant believe it about bella, you only wanted one and now theres 3 kittens, hope the kittens and bella are ok.
what are you going to do? poor you!!
did jonathan have a good time away?
hope you have a good weekend, i will be going to the cemetery tomorrow with my flowers. saturday night we are going out for a meal as my brothers partners brother and girlfriend are coming here, we havent met them before so are going out, hope i feel bit brighter to go.
i hope its not too going to be too stressful for you with the kittens, speak soon, lots of love karen xxx
its awful these down days isnt it? i want to feel better, esp for my family and i know that mum and dad would want us to get on with our lives and keep making them proud, but its so hard isnt it amanda?
hope josie and aaron are ok. is your dad feeling better now?
speak soon, have a good weekend, lots of love karen xxx
these bad days are awful arent they? you just cant get on or do anything can you? and the horrible feelings in your stomach and heart, you feel like your heart has broke dont you?
i admire you too louise you lost both of your parents within a short space of time too and that is very very hard to deal with.
you are always here to give your support and to listen to others, and it is much appreciated.
i hope you have a good weekend louise are you off to the cemetery tomorrow? i will be doing my normal journey there in the morning with my flowers too.
