hi folk how are you s doing just sitting here watch the cameras watching other people goin to there beds booo hooo stuck in work just tmorrra night to do then of for 4 days great got dermatolgy on 16th dont like going there I NO one day I will see the doc again who told me the lump under my arm was just fatty tissue when it was less than three inch from were they found my bad mole and done futher op to take rest after 3 visits umpteen calls almost 6 weeks waiting for mri had to sign myself into a.e to get help even surgeon said is that you just getting to see me now with my arm going numb from lack ciculation lump was the size of tennis ball .only to find the m.r.i I was waiting on that I had been told nothing could be done without mri .At a different hospital .I actualy had all lymphnodes removed before m.r.i .and when I did get m.r.i I asked when appointment was made and was told it had only been made three weeks ago .then I the same doc cme to see me in hospital told me she dident think it was serious two weeks later told got it all then when going to beatson told it had burst through nodes .after being told by this doc it hadent .think we all no mistakes can be made my mistake was beliving this doc and putting my trust in what was said .they say the earlier the better if you go when small and it gets to the size that it is actualy cutting the blood supply to my arm what can you do .I now have lymphodema in my left arm very large exccision under arm nerve dammage numbness would be great if I could get jags on this arm but cant .and the waiting .I didnt go back to that department for 3 months two appointments missed before I had the courage to go back and ask for a different doc .but makes me sick even thinking about going .not even the results just going there .................got my tens machine on the first of this month tablets make me ga ga and cant remmember my own mane never mind appointment and cant drive cant sleep so not great when going to work would give it up but it keeps me from thinking to much and I have never not worked .tens works when I have some one to help me put it on the right place on my back but cant reach on my own so limited to when I can use .every corner seems to be a hurdle .any ideas ha ha ha ha I think am a little messed up just now .